i apologize if i seemed bitter in that last post, i was..

but tonight was good. i suppose it was a short day, but it really started with church, which was dang good. i had forgotten what it felt like to be excited to go to church, largely because calvary had become (and very much still is) very stale and shallow to me. anyways, worship was so so so good, and the message was in-depth and actually interesting, which was and is a very pleasant change coming from calvary. i mean dont get me wrong, im not bashing calvary, i just dont see growth there. its like their main goal is to get people saved, as opposed to the actual growth of christians. just one more example of how its "all about the numbers" there...  im glad to have gotten away from that whole mess down, to be honest. i mean, i love the people down there, no doubt, but im quite happy to have a new church now.